It started last night, creeping up on me as i watched one of my favorite shows. Then this morning its hitting me full force and i can’t shake it. Its a feeling, almost overwhelming feeling, that I’m on the verge of change or really a transformation. I feel fear. But behind that veil of fear …
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Shackled Hope
I swallow the small blue pill, innocently enough seeking relief from the screaming shadows. Yes, the medicine does provide me temporary relief from the darkness, but it also shackles me to it. Imagine that- I am shackled, in every way to this pill. This little pill i take 3 times a day. If i wake …
Soda, Crackers, & Coping Mechanisms
Like thunder roaring i awaken in in instant, dazed and on extremely high alert. My heart is beating out of my chest, I am sweating, My anxiety is so bad i start feeling like I’m physically caught in the endless loop i was in a few weeks ago when i had my episode. My stomach …
The Syringe Covered Dance Floor
The dark, lonesome sidelines
Fit To Be Unfit 