Maybe theres hope. Maybe there is STILL some hope left, even after everything? Maybe i CAN do this. Become a functioning member of society. A functioning member of society who has his daughter. And with hope ,that Daughter knows in her heart that no matter what, her father loves her more than he loves the …
Tag Archives: Change
F U A.N.X.I.E.T.Y.
It takes so much energy to be nervous all the time. Its just a constant, energy-draining battle that seems uphill. Im tired. Tired of fighting. It seems like everything in my life i fight for, and I’m always fighting myself. Tasks that are small and normal to the average person, tasks that they do everyday …
It started last night, creeping up on me as i watched one of my favorite shows. Then this morning its hitting me full force and i can’t shake it. Its a feeling, almost overwhelming feeling, that I’m on the verge of change or really a transformation. I feel fear. But behind that veil of fear …