Well fast-forward a few weeks since my last post where i described how ecstatic i was to be shooting photos and blogging again. About a week ago my Camera, Wireless Flash, and Ranger Tripod were stolen. That was a hard hit. I usually never leave the house without my camera so it figures the time …
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Not Sure Yet
It has been over a year since i lasted posted anything on here. I wish i had a decent, simple answer that everyone would understand and be like “o ok , i get it , its cool”. But alas, i do not. I gotta turn the gears a bit to try and figure out my …
How long ago was the Civil War?!
I can not, in words, fully understate why i despise inbred, racist, redneck scum so very much. As i sit here this evening to type about the minor altercation that occurred between me and some disgusting, dirty, absurdly drunk, toothless rednecks that live next to me i am pretty much at a loss for words. …
Can I be Angry with Darwin??
Have you ever read about bullets? I mean how they are made. I did, and what i found out will haunt me forever. I thought one day- why do they make part of the bullet out of such a soft metal such as copper? Why not use stainless steel, or another hard material that would …
Overdose@ The North Pole
With the holiday season upon us and all the thinking, recollection, insight, and people expecting you to put on a nice happy face that comes along with the season, it has kept me from writing for a few days. Not normal, not good., but ill pull through. For the last month i have had a …
As the Lights Flicker on…..
As I sit at my desk I can see him from the colrner of my eyes, continually nodding out. Hid head comes up for a few seconds, then drops down almost in between his legs. I know that pain. That feeling. Never getting what you want, chasing your own killer. Iv been clean for around …
Only In Dreams
Its deafening. The noise. As i stare at the blank screen i am assaulted, it screams insults at me. Things like “Your not good enough”, “you can’t do this”, “Your writing is an absolute joke”, “Don’t bother trying, your just going to make yourself look worse than you already look”. The insults keep coming, i …
Gold
Infinite Potential- What a word indeed. Back when the world glistened, the air electrified. Each new day offered infinite possibilities. It was a time of excitement everlasting, wonder. Why does this fade as we age? I hope this glimmer i speak of is once again felt by me, it in turn igniting the most powerful …
Odds and Beginnings
Life is funny. One evening, out of nowhere it struck me. Photography. More specifically professional photography (making money with my camera), and realizing how i could easily be a very attractive option for a certain demographic. It was like i was able to see clearly for a moment. And in that moment i saw that …
The definition of
As my legs blow up like balloons i have no choice but to lie down and elevate them. They are filling with fluid at a rate that scares the shit out of me. Im 32, yet i feel as if I’m dying. Trying hard to see that light which is hope, just out of reach. …
Fit To Be Unfit 